Friday, June 15, 2007

when you're gone

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Saturday, April 21, 2007

My Happiness


I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than attempting to satisfy them.




Thursday, April 19, 2007

On Fire ...

Tell you where you need to go
Tell you who you need to be
Tell you what you need to know
Tell you when you’ll need to leave

But everything inside you know
Says more than what you’ve heard
So much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

And you’re on fire
When he’s near you
You’re on fire
When he speaks
You’re on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be...

Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I’ll take

When I’m on fire
When you’re near me
I’m on fire
When you speak
And I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...

I’m standing on the edge of me
I’m standing on the edge

And I’m on fire
When you’re near you
I’m on fire
When you speak
I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries...



Sunday, April 15, 2007

I Believe

* I believe that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

* I believe that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

* I believe that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distances. The same goes for true love.

* I believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

* I believe that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

* I believe that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

* I believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

* I believe that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

* I believe that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it's place.

* I believe that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

* I believe that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

* I believe that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

* I believe that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

* I believe that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

* I believe that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want him or her to doesn't mean they don't love you with all he or she has.

* I believe that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

* I believe that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

* I believe that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

* I believe that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

* I believe that you shouldn't be eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

* I believe that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

* I believe that your life can be changed, in a matter of hours, by people who don't even know you.

* I believe that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

* I believe that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

* I believe that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.




by Ruth a.k.a Angel

People Always Leave

People always leave,
for it is hard to please them all,
when you are stricken with a deadly disease.

When men in white coats
come and fill your mind with false hopes
let them sit in your chair
that they may feel your despair.

People always leave - Why should they stay
People always leave - does it matter anyway

I have nothing left to give,
only the aching for a moment of reprieve,
from the men in the long white coats.

I have killed myself in their stead,
for I cannot endure another shot of hope,
let it end quickly,that I may follow,
the people as they leave me in all this dread.





wat's love?

Is love a thing shared by two?
Is love what you feel for me and you?
Is love precious when its shared?
Is love danger when its dared?

Does love wanders and searches for the one?
Does love play and just do it for fun?
Does love let you hear love songs to emote?
Does love let you make sweet poems & a quote?
Does love make the world go around?
Does love make us happy if the one we love
is finally found?
Does love turn the world upside down?
Does love cheer us never with a frown?
Does love make you cry?
Is love sacrifices and says goodbye?
Does love have its own reason and time?
Does love make a person kiss?
Does love make a person miss?
Is love experienced by all?
Does love conquers when you fall?

Friday, April 13, 2007

I Finally Saw U... =)

Sooner or later it had to happen, after a month of jz talking without seeing each other
I finally saw u and immediately it brought me to happiness

The person who I have been talking so much and the person who I could relate to was there in front of me, damn I was jz frozen
The one who was appointed for me, the special one whom I chose to care

Emotions runnin’ to the forefront, my palms begin to sweat
My mind is goin’ in all directions, we greet each other and speak
I tried and put on a real strong front, but inside I feel so weak

Your hug brings back the good memories of when two had joined as one
The laughs we shared, the times we shared our problems, all the times when we had fun

But now, I finally saw you and this one thing I can see is true
Even we’ve talked so much without seeing you, I see I got luv for ya

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Another Ordinary Day

Great! Another ordinary day… mum is coming back today from Brunei. How exciting!! Well half of me says....’mum…plz stay longer in Brunei’...half of me says ‘mum...come home now….cz I want my stuff’...sigh... im such a bad daughter ei...haha… is because I jz luv the feeling of being independent...no parents…no this and that...Neway I had great moments when my mum ain’t around…noo...is not tat im doing anything stupid =P…haha…is jz tat I will neva have this time where I could jz u noe stay up real lat and talk to ur frens…watch movies… *thanks Austin for giving me these moments* and yea..Also having sleepovers...*thanks Alfo…Joseph…Kim…Em*… ah well... guess these things will neva eva happen again... well probably it would…ermm lemme see… within 10 yrs I reckon… haha... but it was good experience…

Wat I hate about my holiday atm is jz tat im having tuition…the word ‘tuition’ really pisses me off…is jz ughh... I feel really stupid when I have tuition…well probably I am..haha… xP…Great..No time to continue blogging… gotta clean up the house and go for tuition… *see wat I mean by “holz sucks”*…haha…k den!! Love ya guys ….

P.s: soz Kim and Amy for being a retard yesterday…thanks for being there for me
even though u guys are far away from me…
soz Austin for not replying ur msges…im really sorry…

=(

Xoxo !!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

In Luv Agen...

I told myself
I'd never fall in love again,
But falling in love
Isn't something you can plan.
Love comes along
Like a sudden burst of wind;
Before you know it,
Your feelings get out of hand.

I tried so hard
Not to fall in love again,
And so I kept
All my feelings to myself.
But now I know
I can't hold my emotions in,
'Cause I want you
And I don't want nobody else.

~~Freedom From Luv ~~

Freedom to love again.
Freedom to try love again without thinking
about the past.
Freedom to think without worry.
Freedom to dance to my
new found love..
Freedom to feel the touch of another man
heart and soul.
Freedom to forget the past.
Freedom to cry without any sorrow......
Freedom to walk with out trials and
trubulations...
Freedom to be along and think
in peace.
Freedom to start a new life feel with love
again...
Thank you for freedom......................

This Moment

Awakened by some insignificant dream, I smile at your sleeping face; blanketed with lines drawn by a careless world. I lean to kiss the warmth back into your lips, and whisper, "Forever, is this moment." Unaware, you brush away my promise of tomorrow, and turn to seek a rest, not disturbed. I sigh, and turn toward opposite walls, not hopeless, but happy; and I whisper, "Forever, is this moment." =)

azmer shuffling ..*awesome*

Yeah Yeah ~~ !!

hey now !!

Dem Jeans

5 feet chicks dancing

NO DADDY !!!

When Friendships Turns to Love

I didn't want to depart my home town, which I've been settling ever since the day I was born. Neither do I want to leave my school, relatives, and most importantly my best friend Samuel.

Sam and I had been best friends since elementary school. I still recall the day when we first met; it was the first day of grade 1 and we were in the same class. Unintentionally I collided with his head trying to reach for my pencil that had been knocked out on the floor. Fortunately I didn’t know that he was trying to reach for it too. From that time on we got close, share lunch, talk and became best friends. We’d hang around together as often as I’d hang around with my family. He’s like my brother; a brother who I could lean to when I have problems, a brother who’s always there for me when I’m in trouble, a brother who loved me for me… at least as a sister. What he didn’t know is that I am deeply in love with him ever since the day we first met; which saddens me the most, assuming that he only thinks of me as his sister.

In sixth grade, in spite of this, things changed. We had been together for 5 implausible years, but this year is diverse. I was moving. Moving far away from him, it’s like a new world I’m getting myself into. My deep profoundness love for him is still there and I don’t want to leave him. We agreed to call each other at least twice a week, send letters and emails if we have time, and stay in touch with each other. Except that, it wouldn’t be the same, it wouldn’t be like old times, we wouldn’t see each other except in pictures, we couldn’t do anything together now. We couldn’t be there for each other, all the time anymore. Furthermore we are two continents away from each other. And I wanted to confess. Tomorrow, I decided.

The day of the departure came but he was nowhere in sight. I tried calling his cell but no one was answering it. I was so worried and sad that he forgot about my departure. I left the country heartbroken and thinking that maybe he had a good excuse why he didn’t go.

One year had passed and still no sign of him. I tried calling his home every once in a while but his mother would always say, “Oh he’s not here, but I’ll tell him you called!” and I would be so depressed. Sometimes I just think that he’s been avoiding my calls. But why I wondered

I was going off to grade 9. I hadn’t been getting any emails or letters from him; or hadn’t been getting any at all. I tried to tell myself that, “Its okay Katherine, he’s just busy that’s all.” However I had my doubts. What if he’s not busy at all? What if he forgot about me? What if he got a girlfriend and been too busy to talk or even stay in touch with me? A lot of what ifs’ are on my head. I tried emailing him and writing letters but there was no reply. What if all my what ifs’ came true? Then maybe I should be pleased, pleased for the reason that he’s happy. On the contrary why didn’t he tell me?

2 years had passed and still no sign of his letters or emails or phone calls. I tried to get over him. I really tried but I can’t. I just couldn’t forget the fact that I love him.

One week later, I received a letter from his home address, accusing it was him I ripped it open. I was so anxious to read his letter that I skipped a couple of parts, that I thought wasn’t that important. Unfortunately, it is important. It says that he’s sick and is in a coma. I was so shocked to see this that I ran inside to tell my parents to get me a ticket back to see him. Luckily they approved and booked me the latest flight.

I preceded to the hospital his in. I was so worried to see him, concerned that he’s undergoing from a poor health. When I got in his room my heart raised and kept thumping on my chest. I noticed him lying there with bandages all over his body. I felt sorry for him. All this time I was blaming him of overlooking me while his being diagnosed. I had a talk with his mom and she told me what had happened to him. She assumed that he was crossing the street while he was writing in a book and a truck had hit him. That book was sadly addressed to me, it has no title its cover is blank. I opened it and started reading the first page.

September 17, 200*

“This is the day I left.” I thought.

Katherine left today. I’m so upset to see her leave. That’s why I didn’t go to the airport at all. But I tried to go realizing that I had to confess my love for her before she leaves but I was too late. I’m going to miss her so bad. All the good times we had will never be forgotten. I wish I could come with her. I love her so very much.

My tears started falling. I admired him. I was in awe. He made a diary for me starting with the day I left. And what mostly saddened me is the fact that he loved me too. I scanned through pages and read the last page he had written on.

March 26, 200*

I can’t wait for Kath to see what I had done for her. I hope she’ll like it. I just miss her so bad. I wish she was here right now in my arms holding me tight and wishing she wouldn’t be away anymo ---

And it was cut right there. I couldn’t imagine the scene how it happened. I saw a glimpse of him again and a tear fell on my cheeks. I hold his hand so tight. That time I had wished that I hadn’t left and be with him throughout this tough time. There was this throb in my chest. I scanned again and all the other pages are blank. A letter dropped when I was about to close it.

Dear Kath,

If you are done reading my diary I want you to fill out the other half of this book. I miss you so bad, Kath. I’m sorry if I keep missing your calls I was just too busy with work. Yeah, Kath I’m working now so I could surprise you and go there and maybe finish my school there. I can’t wait to see you soon. I’m also sorry that it took me 2 years to get this to you its just that I didn’t know your address there and I had to look for your relatives to tell me your address, and about the email thing I tried to email you back but our computer is really messed up; I ought to get the fix sometime so I could email you. I’m really sorry if you thought that I don’t care about you, I do. I really do. I love you since the first day we met it’s just that I was too scared to confess because it might ruin our friendship and that I think that you only think of me as a brother. I love you Kath, I love you with all my heart and I’m sacrificing everything just to be with you.

With Love,
Sam

By the time I was done reading his letter. I heard a beep it was coming from him. I was stunned. I dropped the book and ran towards him and started calling the nurse.

“Stay with me please, stay with me… don’t leave me please. I can’t let you leave me. Please. I. Love. You.” I cried as the tears fell. I was shaking. I didn’t want him to die. I didn’t want him to leave me. I want him to be here by my side comforting me, and telling me that it was all a joke. But it’s not a joke. It’s reality. He’s dead and here I am living my life through pages in the diary. I filled the rest of the book. I even started a new book since it couldn’t hold all my memories and thoughts of him. And I will always remember him. How he had been a good friend. How he helped me through bad times. How he loved me so much that I didn’t want to let go. I will not forget him. He had been the best inspiration of my life. He is the best of friend anyone could ever have. I will not forget him. I love him.

“C’mon Kath, were going to be late for school!” Mark shouted through our front door. Mark had been my friend since the day I first came to his school. He had been a good friend, almost as good as Sam. He kind of reminds me of Sam. Sometimes when I'm with Mark, I kind of think that Sam sent him to guide me and to be with me just like he did for me when he was alive.oming!” I shouted back. This is a fresh new start and a beginning of an ideal friendship. Or so I thought.


A Sad Love Story

If this doesn't touch u.....get a heart!

One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies. The
boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them
that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk. She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."

Monday, April 09, 2007

outta my system......no more...

I'm sitting lookin' out the window like, damn
Tryna fix the situation thats at hand
You still running through my mind
When I'm knowin' that you shouldn't be
Me I'm on your mind
And I'm knowin' that it couldn't be
Cause you ain't called
I ain't even apauled
I still got a lot of pain
I ain't dealt wit it all
I been runnin' round wit other chicks
I'm single and they lovin' it
I'm liking it
But I just want the one that I was in love wit
Thats not the end of it
I'm tryna let you go
I cant get a grip of it is what I'm trynna let you know
You got a hold of some kinda control of me
I don't know what it is
But I gotta get you gone from me
I'm working at it
And it ain't getting no better
Just tryna be like
Yea, forget it, whatever
Instead of staring out this glass
Looking at this bad weather
Damn, I gotta pull myself together
Cause

When I'm with Somebody
All I think bout is you
When I'm all alone
Thats all I wanna do
I miss the smiley faces in my sidekick
Outta town business
All the time we spent together
Makes it hard to get you
Outta my system
You know what you do to me (do to me)
You don't even understand
Damn
You know what you do to me (do to me)
It's so hard to get you
Outta my system

I'm too attached
My heart won't let me fall back
I got it bad
Thats what you could call that (ah)
And when I see you on the streets
Thats the worst for me
Used to love the little things you did
Thats what works for me
It's too major
Don't see you in my pager

No

What you doing?
Where you at?
Can I see you later?
The fellas telling me
Just let her go Bow
Believe me I'm trying man
I just don't know how
I be in all the top spots
Leaving with the hot shots
Knowing they just want me cause i'm in the top spot
Thats not poppin'
And my brain ain't stoppin'
Thinkin'
Who she wit?
Or Where she goin'?
is she club hoppin?
I never had this kinda problem in my life
This is my first time
Dealin' with this kinda fight
Its every night
And every flight
And every time you in my sight
Damn, this ain't even right
Cause

Is it wrong for me to feel this way
You been running through my mind all day
Can ya feel me
I been tryna get you off my mind
But I can't
After all this time
Thats what kills me

I remember everything that me and you talked about
Me and you had our whole life planned out together
And if I could I would
Turn back the hands of time
And correct all my mistakes that I ever did
But now I guess I gotta move on right?
It's still hard
And I still love you till this day
Peace

U got it bad....

When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go

I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...

U got it bad

When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
Flowers, cards and candy
Said I'm fortunate to have you
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can


Saturday, April 07, 2007

Dear Austin

Thank you. Those are the two words I would like to say to u. thanks for listening and understanding. Thanks for the encouraging words and the times u spend with me. When I was discouraged, you lifted me up. When I was worried, you gave me the wisdom of perspective.

Thanks for believing in me. When I found the courage to share my hopes and dreams, you gave me the courage to believe in them. Sometimes, you trusted me more than I trusted myself but because you believed in me, I was finally able to believe in myself.

Thank you for the good times we’ve shared, for the laughter and smiles. And thanks for being there when the times weren’t so good. When I needed you most, you gave me your best.

Since we have shared some things, you’ve changed me. Even when we are separated by distance or by time, I know we’ll still have our friendship. Thanks for enough memories and enough lessons to last a lifetime. Thank You. Thanks for being an awesome friend.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Tonight I Wanna Cry




Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Thank You


Dear Joseph

Thank you for always being at my side

Thank you for always cheering me up

Thank you for sharing things with me

Thank you for letting me know you

Thank you for being a good brother

Love you for who you are .....












Broken Promises

A promise of yes that does turn to no,
is a sad and painful review.
It runs through your mind, thoughts bad and unkind,
self doubt displaces the truth.

I tend to accept your inner most faults
instead of just looking toward pain.
I beat myself down, My head to the ground
the feeling just drives me insane.

So if you give your word, a promise to one,
prepare to make it come true .
For if you turn sour, change your mind in the hour
then you're painting the others world blue.

this is life



Got a dagger in my hand
As I pour through my horror page of thoughts
I can't sleep
Through the darkest hours
Why can't you accept
That my love is here with you?
Why can't you feel
The same way?
The same way
But now its gone away
Its not over
I won't be the one
To say surrender
Serenity.
Piece of mind.
They say that love
Is something you can keep
Forvever
Well forever
Feels like an emptied casket
With your guilt
My love for you
Is torned inside
With your searing rejections
These walls,
cave in.
Your guilt
Is my consequence


MEMORIES ARE SOMETIMES LIKE A KNIFE…IT HURTS SO MUCH….

MEMORIES ARE SOMETIMES LIKE A KNIFE…IT HURTS SO MUCH….

I can’t really describe how my life is like lately ..But I know a way how to describe…


I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and he's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me he's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

'Cause when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me he's worst
but when it comes to being loved he's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

Was hurt and then I was in love

Baby
I know you're hurting right now
Don't worry
I'll be your superman(no, no)

I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman (superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left

Come fly with me baby
Yeah I'm the one
With the S on my chest
Forget about your ex
He don't know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he don't treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See, hes like your kryptonite
I came to give you their strength
So you can leave him behind
You can start all over
Just press rewind
Cause he don't understand that you're one of a kind
So sweet, so sexy and just so fine
I will fight to my death just to make you mine
I will never neglect you
Never have time to stress you
And always respect you
Girl you like a hidden treasure
and I promise to love you
From now until forever
OOO para siempra mija
Te prometo Te voy amar
hasta la muerte

I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman (superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left

I'm the type of guy
That will stand by your side
To wipe them tears when they fall from your eyes
I'm the one you hold when your nights is cold
The one that stays near to fight away your fears
You aint gotta be scared
See I put an end to your ex
No more beating you up (nuh uh)
Or pulling on your hair
See I came to save the day
A man like that should'nt treat you that way
And I don't understand why'd you take that route?
Look at yourself
Your beautiful inside and out
You need to drop that zero (uhh)
Let me swoop you off your feet
Cause I can be your superhero
Do you follow my lead?
I guarantee you baby
I'm all that you need
See, you can change your plans
All you got to do is call on me and I can be your superman

[Girl:]
Will you be by my side for the rest of my life?
For the rest of my life
Will you love me till I die?

I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman (superman)
just take my hand let's fly away
I promise I'll be there everyday
just close your eyes let's start to fly
I'm gonna love you until I die(till I die)
Until the day of my death to my very last breath
I'm gonna love you when no ones left

[Girl:]
No ones left
Till no ones left
Till no ones left
Gonna love you
Gonna love you
My superman
My superman

Someone was there for me

If I could paint you red
Like the passionate feel
And might not be careful
But atleast to be real

And I can paint you green
Like the envy you know
And your all alone and I
Have no where to go

And I can paint you grey
To show how your empty
To show how you don't care
So the world can all see

And I can paint you clear
I'd make you graceful
I'd make you beautiful
Cuz thats what you are

And I can paint you?
Because to say that it's soothing
But your like a drug to me
And I could use some abusing

And I can paint you gold
To show your a mourner
That'd make you honest?

And I can paint you clear
I'd make you graceful
I'd make you beautiful
Cuz thats what you are

ohh oh

No starting and hovering
All the things we talked about
Bothered and breathed
And the world inbetween
Blue skies, blue eyes
Broken and I'm drowning and you know

And I can paint you clear
I'd make you gradeful
I'd make you beautiful
cuz thats what you are

And I could be clear
Yea you could see through me
But I could be beautiful
Just to be yours
Just to be

And I can paint you clear
I'd make you gradeful
I'd make you beautiful
Cuz thats what you are

Cuz I could declare
That I could be graceful
I swear I'd be colorful
Just to be yours

I would be honored
Then I would be yours

He was there for me and I love him..a lot

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away

All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now

'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way

I was more in love

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me


'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
There you'll be

It ends

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

I had to be strong

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say


And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Loving my friends a lot for being there for me